Thursday, February 26, 2009

Reflecting...

Every year on this day I take time to really remember my brother, Rus. I have a scrapbook filled with memories of his life and the things that followed his death- I went through it this morning and of course all the feelings of desperation & hurt came back as I read the newspaper articles & notes people left at the scene where he was found. Heartbreaking to remember, but what I'm thankful for (which is why I'm writing this, so I remember) is the peace & love I feel in my heart as I read thru the notes people gave to me & talks given at the funeral. My testimony of a loving Father in Heaven & the infinite atonement of His son Jesus Christ were engraved in my heart throughout this experience! Everytime I reflect on the loss of Rus, I am reminded of those things I LEARNED & am strengthend by my knoweldge that he IS better & I WILL see him again : ). For anyone who is going through a trial & needs some help, find strength in the Lord! The gospel is the only way to true happiness in this life!

5 comments:

*Katie May* said...

I always avoid the whole trying to think of my brothers and that day. I need to do what you did because I know I would feel that same peace. Thanks for the reminder :)

MSorenson said...

Isn't the gospel wonderful. We are so blessed to have the knowledge we do. I am glad you are able to feel that peace and comfort while still dealing with the loss of your brother.

Meagan Rogers said...

I'm glad you are in such a good place! I think death teaches us some of the most important things about life. Too bad there isn't an easier way to learn those lessons!

Pace & Gwen said...

Sweet, Ash. Thanks, I hadn't remembered especially today.... too much going on. Thank you :)

Eileen said...

Ashleigh, I appreciate your testimony! Thanks again for your help last Saturday with our family discussions.